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grieving the loss never known

3/25/2015

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Today I found out that someone close to me is dying. We were close to me in my childhood life and through the years lost touch. Interesting choice of words, lost touch. That is the feeling of grieving the loss never known. It is when you have loved someone, but life took you in different directions, and you never filled or mended the breach. Then suddenly it is too late.

You want to reach out and offer comfort, love and attention, but know that too much water has passed under the dam, too many moments missed to have a continuum of history, where it does not make the effort, suspect. You reflect on the love you shared, the moments of laughter, joy, sadness and all the range of human emotion. You wish you could have done better, loved more, stayed present, and wished, the other had done the same.

Emptiness fills you, another odd expression of paradox. So you weep. Hunger grips you and you sort through the pantry and refrigerator and nothing attracts. You too, are also dying, to the person you were with them. The person they could count on, the one that knew their deepest and truest thoughts, hopes and dreams. Grief and loss take many forms throughout our lives, and we have to allow ourselves to feel the pain of that which we did not get to express, live, or develop, and not try to move past the discomfort artificially.

Grief wakes us up to the passage of time, opportunity, and being present in the moment. Pay attention to the birth of spring! The flowers don’t last and the weather changes and children grow up and loved ones die and all is in constant movement into Impermanence. .All that remains is our experiences, and that, praise be, we can take with us when we cross over.

With love and light,

Satchi Royers

3/25/15

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Crop dusting for crazy

3/3/2015

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Someone called me recently and said, “Hey what’s going on in the Universe? It feels like someone is crop dusting Crazy!”  I think they felt themselves out of whack in the Universe and then when the reflection of others mirrored their own experience the question becomes…” Is it me? Or is the rest of the world off its rockers..?

I love the inference in” Crop Dusting For Crazy,” since it implies that not all crap belongs to us…It is a positive way of saying, there is a disturbance in the force and we are all responding to it, in the myriad ways our psyches allow. When the crop dusting companies spray pesticides etc…on agriculture crops, trouble occurs when they are not precise and end up spraying the organic field next door. Killing bees, poisoning pets etc…

“Crop Dusting For Crazy” acknowledges that we are sensitive and we can get caught up in the worlds unhealthy fascination with all things of a disturbing and negative nature. Cue all the murder, death and mayhem in news broadcasts and television shows. I often wondered why we had so many NCIS shows in all kinds of cities, until I realized that people are trying to forensically understand their own violent tendencies and fear addictions. There also is the element of facing the primordial fear of death, once you have vicariously died all these different ways in the characters of these shows, it  tends to desensitize one to ones’ own possible end.

So, whether it is your astrology chart, a problem with your meds, or the world is just plain disturbing, remember that all things pass, and this moment will too, try not to own everything, it may simply not belong to you, just part of the Universal Collective Consciousness of humanity trying to find its way to peace. If they are Crop Dusting for Crazy…get the heck out of the way….

Wishing you the best of all worlds…

Satchi

3/3/15

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